Kevin Spacey, Journalism, and Life

(and why I didn’t talk to Randy Fowler for my Kevin Spacey 2021 article)

In June, the Kevin Spacey article I spent almost four years working on went live. The IO Magazine published Kevin Spacey Sexual Assault Allegations: What You Don’t Know on June 10, 2021, and it has been quite an interesting ride since. 

I began shopping the Spacey piece for publication beginning in late spring. On numerous occasions, my initial query was met with positive feedback. Section editors were often in favor of running a Kevin Spacey 2021 piece. However, as the idea of publishing an article questioning the Kevin Spacey sexual assault allegations and looking into what occurred during the Spacey/ Rapp media maelstrom rose through the ranks, one by one, the publications ultimately passed. 

Editors Wanted A Kevin Spacey 2021 Article

Most editors commented they liked the controversial long-read for their section adding their bosses were not up for the challenge. On countless occasions, I heard the same repeated phrase: “we can’t run this narrative.”

I lost track of how many editors ultimately declined my piece. Though, it’s worth noting, not before asking if I was up for writing something less favorable about the House of Cards and Call of Duty actor.

Self-proclaimed financially strapped publications had money to spend for “tear down” pieces on Kevin Spacey in 2021.

Around the time I was shopping my article to editors, The Hollywood Reporter ran an article on Kevin Spacey questioning whether the disgraced actor would ever work again. In it, THR detailed wild antics during arbitration with The Hollywood Reporter owner, Media Rights Capital (“MRC”)–who also just happens to be Spacey’s former employer (MRC produced the Netflix hit House of Cards). The Hollywood Reporter isn’t a tabloid; with a paid circulation of roughly 70,000, it’s the largest entertainment industry trade publication on the market today. Industry insiders write it for industry professionals–and that’s what I found most arresting. 

The Hollywood Reporter article, which carries a heavy slant against the actor, essentially declares Kevin Spacey unemployable. Would have maintained their strong stand against Spacey if they weren’t owned by someone currently suing him. Conflict of interest, anyone? But this, I believe, is the current carcinogenic status quo of the media world. 

I finally found a place for my piece in a fledgling publication that wasn’t afraid of a little controversy. The story went live. I wasn’t sure what would follow. 

But something I definitely didn’t expect was an overwhelmingly positive response. 

Kevin Spacey Sexual Assault Allegations: The Article

To date, my article, Kevin Spacey Sexual Assault Allegations: What You Don’t Know has been read by more than 1.5 million people (and 4 months in, it’s still gaining daily).

It has garnered praise from award-winning celebrities such as Robert Davi and Hollywood royalty Chris Lemmon (son of Academy Award Winner Jack Lemmon). And Aldo Scrofani, Adjunct Professor at New York University, CEO of the Apollo Foundation, and former COO and Producer at Columbia Artists, called the piece “well-written and well-done.”

Countless actors, entertainers, writers, PA’s, stage managers, etc., have reached out, in addition to reporters, editors, etc., all applauding its value and integrity, many calling it “long overdue.” And Michael Penn (President at Shingetsu News Agency and Executive Editor of AGB Nippon) called it a “careful, judicious, and even courageous piece of journalism.” 

Even critics, who may disagree with my interpretation of events, consider it “well-written,” “fair and balanced,” and “exhaustively researched.” And yet, the fourth estate had no room for the inquiry. Thank Gawd for the fifth estate. 

Time For Reflection As 2021 Winds Down

I remember a time when a journalist couldn’t write about anyone they had a previous or current relationship with. And writing about a news event from your employer’s perspective? That wasn’t even a consideration if you wanted to be taken seriously. 

When I graduated from journalism, green and still idealistic, I actually believed in the “power of the press.”

I considered journalism a responsibility. I took it seriously. 

That, apparently, was my problem.

The Business of Entertainment

My life has swum through the entertainment industry waters for almost five decades. Whether I liked it or not, “Celebrity” was my milieu.

I have been a first-hand witness to the highs and lows of “famous” people and international projects. During that time, I have seen scandals, ascents, declines, assaults, blessings, abhorrent behavior, moments of grace, perfection, and utter stupidity, both private and public. And I have also observed the reactions to these events by peers, non-peers, and the press alike. 

I began my career as a performer. But when my voice proved unreliable, I long ago decided to step away from the limelight. Instead, I chose to use the skills I had to relay the truth, as I saw it, through fiction or journalism. 

Over the years, as far as journalism is concerned, I found myself mired in marketing directives that bled into news stories.

Other editors had no problem knowingly perpetuating a lie, so long as it fits their brand narrative and they could blame someone else for the slip. 

So, I elected to ghostwrite for prominent publications and notable names. Arguing someone else’s point allowed me to placate myself, pretending that I wasn’t directly contributing to the cacophony or selling out my ideals. But, unfortunately, that’s not enough anymore. 

A recent health issue forced me to scale back from work, giving me time for much-needed contemplation–and I had a lot to consider.

In the weeks that followed The IO Magazine article publication, I slowly began sifting through countless emails, comments, messages, and texts, trying to respond to all of them, but I couldn’t keep up. I opted for this blog post instead (although I’ll address a few common/ comical questions at the bottom of this post).

So, You Say You Want To Work With Kevin Spacey

Kevin Spacey 2021; Randy Fowler, Where is Kevin Spacey Now?

The one comment I keep getting, however, from industry professionals is one of regret. I’ve heard from actors, writers, directors, and others who say they’d love to work with Kevin Spacey but “can’t.” There’s that word again, “can’t.” 

Why “can’t” they? They’re afraid of what other people might say or think. 

To those souls who keep using my email inbox as some sort of Kevin Spacey 2021 confessional, I have one thing to say: grow a pair

Remember when you first wanted to make movies? Write plays? Create magic? Remember when you promised yourself that you’d never sell out? When you said you were going to change the way this business works and that no one was ever going to tell you how to make a movie? Or produce a play?

You can be that person again. It’s easy. 

If you want to work with Kevin Spacey, hire him.  If you don’t, don’t. 

But whatever you do, don’t let peer pressure dictate the way you create your art. This isn’t high school.

Will you lose some friends and associates? Yes. I did. But the ones you’ll find to replace them–the ones in the wings just waiting for you to say what they’ve been afraid to say all along–are so worth it.

And that leads me to my final point. 

Good-Bye Yellow Brick Road

Beginning August 1, 2021, I took time off. I planned on taking a year-long sabbatical from journalism–with a very large question mark over whether I’ll return to the hustle of daily deadlines or time-sensitive news hooks. By October 1st, the decision was clear.

I could not–would not–return to journalism.

When industry trades present office chatter as gospel, and editors allow trends to dictate the news cycle, it’s time to let the next generation of writers do what I will not. 

So, what am I doing? I have returned to the writing I love–novels, shorts, and plays. It’s where I began and I’m happy to be returning. Flawed though it may be, it is still “home.”

My health is returning in leaps and bounds; I’m getting better (and stronger) every day and for the first time in nearly 25 years, I’m living the life I want, the way I want, without having to consider every action through a potential editor’s framework.

And I love it.

When I initially went to my husband and told him I was planning on writing a piece about Kevin Spacey almost four years ago, I had no idea how much my life would change–for the better. I’ve never been prouder of anything that I’ve ever worked on in my professional life and can’t think of a better note to close the show on.

So, as the wise man once said, “And that’s the way it is.

Frequently Asked Questions
Things I don’t know About Kevin Spacey:
  • Where the last Kevin Spacey video was shot
  • What Kevin Spacey’s net worth is, whether he is bankrupt, or “still rich?”
Where is Kevin Spacey now?
  • Italy? He was shooting Franco Nero’s film there this summer. California? He filmed he was seen filiming his first production in the US there in August.
Are you Kevin Spacey’s wife? 
  • No, I’m not. And according to industry insiders, I’m not his type. (A source who is familiar with the actor’s dating habits has suggested that he prefers brunettes 😉)
Why didn’t you interview Kevin Spacey’s brother, Randy Fowler, for your article.
  • I spent a considerable amount of time deciding whether or not to reach out to Randy Fowler. In the end, however, I determined that Randy, Kevin Spacey’s older brother, would not be a reliable, credible addition to this piece. (Opposing views were very welcome, personal agendas were not.)

    I reviewed numerous interviews and public conversations Randy Fowler has promoted, many of which surround his self-published book as part of my decision-making process on this issue.

    While the book itself undoubtedly took Randy Fowler considerable time to write, it is rich in spelling mistakes (among countless other errors his editor failed to catch), poorly positioned arguments, and meandering, often purposeless, prose.

    Moreover, I found Randy Fowler’s opus painful to read. This is not because of the alleged childhood sexual abuse, but rather because of the overwhelming punitory tone he takes while spinning his tale. I found the book catty and cruel; bitterness throbbing through each page in much the same vein as many of his other public commentaries.

    I could not find value in such a narrative beyond personal attacks from an embittered family member. Family battles are best left to families. This one did not need my (nor did I want) involvement. (Anyone interested in Randy Fowler’s book can find it by searching his name via Google, Bing, or Yahoo.)
Is Kevin Spacey going to be in any more movies?

[This blog post was first published in August 2021. It was updated in October to accommodate SEO norms.]

13 thoughts on “Kevin Spacey, Journalism, and Life

  1. I appreciate deeply to learn about the welcome of your excellent article. I was wondering about its distribution. More than one million views! It is amazing and so rewarding, for you, but also Kevin Spacey. Thank you so much
    And I wish you good health and a happy future. Best regards. Liliane Bernadoy

    1. Thank you so much Liliane, for taking the time to read my post, the article, and for taking the time to leave a message here <3 I appreciate it immensely.

  2. “Other editors had no problem knowingly perpetuating a lie, so long as it fit their brand narrative and they could blame someone else for the slip.”

    Thank you. As a reader, I have reached the point I no longer find it easy to trust any article. And articles are synonymous to op-eds these days. Opinion pieces where the opinion is based on a narrative, an agenda that has little truth to support itself with.

    I very much appreciate your first article about Kevin Spacey, and this one as well.
    Wish you well.

    1. I identify with your frustration as a reader, all too well. Thank you so much for taking the time to read and to leave such a kind comment. I appreciate it immensely.
      – Ana

    2. I read both of your articles both of them are very informative. I to believe if u want to hire Kevin just do it take a lesson from Franco Nero he stood his ground when he hired Kevin he’s his own man and so should the others in the industry who want to hire him.

  3. Thank you for your well researched article about Kevin Spacey. We’ve all read the constant articles who only trash his reputation without firm evidence. I wish that more journalists had your bravery to stick to the facts and not report gossip as truth. I absolutely love it that you told everyone to “grow a pair!”😂You’ve earned your sabbatical! Good luck!!

  4. I have done a lot of research on Kevin Spacey since Oct 2017 and it disgusts me that he is been disgraced by rapp, vary and cohen, because he did not want to come “out”. Kevin Spacey wanted to act and if comes out or not is NOT rapp, vary or cohen’s right to do this to Kevin Spacey a great person and actor. I support Kevin Spacey all the way and want him back. I fear though he is not the same person, this has changed him. As far as money goes I think he is still well off and if not I would gladly give him some money, God bless him.

  5. This blog post is as important and informative (and, ultimately, saddening) with regards to the current state of the news and information media as the original article was to finding a more balanced view on Spacey and his accusers. Thank you so much for you courage, determination and labor. I see only perfect health and opportunity and inspiration and joy for you! My best.

  6. I came across your blog by accident. I wasn’t looking for something on Kevin Spacey. I thought your blog here was really good and I didn’t know anything about the Hollywood reporter. If they are owned by the company suing Kevin I don’t think they should be allowed to write about that. Then I read what you wrote in I O Magazine. It got me really upset because I didn’t know anything about Anthony’s background. I just thought he was really cute and he sang really well. I like him on Star Trek too. I bought Without You and I read it for myself to make sure you weren’t making stuff up. I can’t believe what he wrote in that book! It’s really bad. He always says you have to stand up against violence and but he beat up Todd! If he could of lied to all of us who like him he could of lied about what he said about Kevin right? I”m really sorry I didn’t believe you Kevin I hope you come back to acting.

  7. Your article and blog made for fascinating reading. Without insight into the world of news nor entertainment, I have learned more than the mere facts of your treatise. I fear we may all be headed toward a point where news is no longer news. Or perhaps we have always been there and our lack of access simply allowed us blissful ignorance? That the original interview with Mr. Rapp was given such traction, in hindsight, seems an extremely easy way for Buzzfeed to attract new readers to their desperate website. Good luck Mr. Spacey.

    Fear not, for I am with you. Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

    1. Thank you so much for your kind words, Xander.
      The news wasn’t always like this, and we weren’t always like this. When I was first starting in the late 80s, it wasn’t about trends; it was about the facts, two sources, and drilling down for the truth—different priorities than today.

  8. It looks like Kevin is slowly making his way back. Good. He’s a generous man who did wonderful work here in London both as an actor and a producer during his tenure at the Old Vic. If he is successful, know it will be, in no small part, because of your courageous efforts to challenge the narrative with diligent, thorough, trustworthy reportage. I have had no less than 100 colleagues forward your brilliant article to me, ordering me to read it and I have taken great pleasure in replying that I, in fact, have read it already, weeks before they did. We share your article often – our small rebellion attempting to sow the seeds within our industry that our industry needs Kevin. Our industry needs you too Ana. Step away from “journalism and other forms of insanity” if you must, but for God’s sake, don’t stop writing.

    I can’t wait to see Kevin’s Italian film and hope this comment might convince you to write a review of it.

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